Trapped in a mind no longer myself White walls, white sheets, white eyes, white hell My friend over there is special, only I can see him Red stains his clothes and all of his skin His wide eyes are black, but they were once blue Trust me, he used to live in this room with me too All he does is sit there not making much noise Sometimes I'm his *****, but mostly He's my toy. His teeth are missing, knocked out of his face Dragged, through the hallways and killed without a trace Well at least to me, it seemed he was gone for good Till white turned red wherever I stood. A part of me screamed as another one laughed A sharp pain in my side, and my world turned black. My head educes snide dreams with voices drifting sideways Voices crossing each other like overpass highways "What have you done?!" one of them shrills For I have sufficed my inexplicable urge to **** Different words, different voices leave me alone and reeling Black walls, black *****, blackened faces, black ceiling Room with a low roof, no bed, no feeling Just space and empty Unfurling to consume me Until blinding light surrounds a dark figure Long and Lanky An outstretched arm With something held in its bounty I sprint towards it Is it too good to be true? Until a Gunshot Gasp And drip Then my life ended with you.