and just like that, light, fresh air, seeing everything, seeing Myself, seeing how i've lived up to this point, everything, all of it all at once. the veil was lifted again and the person i was seems so far away. there is no past. this is a clean slate. i am a new person. i am not my past, it just happened to me, i am not stuck there because if i was, i wouldn't be here.
i am here. i am not there or anywhere but here. going up and forward. no more looking behind my shoulder, no more opening scars, no more of that.