Did I tell you how I prayed on knees before the morning came and listened to by bells that rang in mighty decibels and fell to crush and stay my uttered syllables.
Where in the singing of the psalms did blood appear to flow from palms and calm this torture played out as a platform game on X box three or was it me who could not grasp the significance of an abeyance I would deign make what if fakery was the order of the day and would then the bells ring out to say in sixteen chimes or as many times as I could bear Would the lines that led to crucifixion day be written any other way? Did those legionnaires despair or on the darkened unlit stairs did they rejoice at choices made?
And we fade as thus we shine and in another time we'll do it,did it been there and bit by bit we bid this happening to reoccur so we the unfit,unloved,unwashed,unholy,outcast ones can join in and share the melancholy felt by those the ones who knelt before the cross in the loss of things or in the losing and the grief it brings another lonely bell rings out with heartfelt pleas and once again I'm on my knees and giving thanks for these the moments when the light has flashed and bells have crashed to smother me with talk of other times the chimes the chimes and would there ever be the time to hear them all before the call was sent Did I not rend the air with blasphemy and would he see the truth behind the curses that I spat into the gutters when in utter abject poverty blinded by those who could only see the misery and not the man? I wonder if that was in his plan to make the beggars saints and vice versa or could it have ever been the plan to make a man who felt so bad that man who knelt would go quite mad and wrap into a bundle tight to trundle off with head down in the night.
I kneel before the altar altered irrevocably I don't need to see what others see I now see me in my many faults for I have walked and talked deep within the vaults of introspection and selected only those the pieces suitable for my inspections of my soul and now the hole there was is filled and stilled the raging mind and stilled the storm and tempest instilling what is best and disregarding all the rest I go to take my rest and am at peace.