Sometimes destruction is mandatory, of self and surronding, to bring calmness in ur turbulent soul.
I am a devastated , hopeless optimist!
There is a rage in me, more i wish to destroy myself with its brutality , more it nourish my poor soul!
I wake up in the middle of night, my body aches, my feet burn, my head on spin, still i ditch my sleepy eye just to mark the time in slow pace, only for the fear of its passing by!