im sorry for listening to all those songs
about breaking your heart and just moving on

im sorry for telling you i wanted to go
i really just wanted to you to know

that if i went through with suicide
you just wouldn’t be surprised

im sorry for saying i ever loved you
even though its kinda true

and im sorry for telling you over text
even though in person was something i just couldn’t do

im sorry for ever loving you

and thats the problem
because i was never in love with you

as much as i wanted too
its just not true

but i still loved you
and thats why it hurts

cuase my eyes still hurt
from crying so long

the shower stings
now that you’re gone

and thats my own issue
because i left you

and so im sorry
for everything i ever did wrong
including writing this excuse for a song