“when will i be good enough?”

a question i’ve repeated
at least a million times in my life.

i wanted to be good enough
for someone to love me
truly
and good enough to love them back.

i wanted to be good enough
to pursue my dreams
to take chances
and actually live.

i wanted to be good enough
to not question myself everyday.
every decision.
to feel accomplished in being me.

but when you’re constantly
reminding yourself
that you are not yet good enough,

you will never be enough.