while l was holding on, all you ever did was let go. i tried questioning you but all l got was no. my heart has been broken times never told. so used to it that now it has gone old. was it love or was it a hold that made me think l was yours. the tears rolling down my face cannot make up for the hurt l faced. i am crazy you would say and l took it everyday. until you walked away and l believed l was dead.