i used to believe i was getting better, but now i realize that i never was. i have become an addict, but not to a drug or something of the sort. i am addicted to my sadness and now there is no hope left. you can't save the damsel who's in love with her distress. you can't beat the villian when the villian has become your only true compainion. you can't get rid of the one thing that has become all of you. you can't and you never will.