I am facing serious backlash from my mind.

It just won't listen to me.

It  boasts, I am everything that is you!

It overrides me at every step.

It's decisions have given me endless head aches and heartaches.

I don't know whether I am the mind or mind is I am?

I have tried to free my self from its over powering grip,

but it won't let me go.

I am sick of my own mind. I feel helpless and exhausted.

I tried to subdue it, silence it, but to no avail. It won't surrender.

It's ******* of me continues

Out of sheer helplessness;

I have decided to live with my mind and endure its machinations!