my heart hurts so much right now and i just can't really
it hurts me so bad it hurts me so bad i don't know why but it hurts me so bad
i guess i feel like i just want to keep her at arms length and talk to her about happy things and only happy things
when u see someone it changes things and how u think
i feel like i just took a step back and a step forward but i can't decide which one it is
to go away push further or to stay and try harder
i'm so mixed up in my heart right now i want her back so bad but i don't know if she's still there my heart hurts so bad right now i want her back but i think she's gone
i want her back but i think she left i saw her looking cute in that pretty dress i forgot how much her smile meant to me i forgot how much i miss her laugh i can't write anything else but pain my heart is stained and it feels like forever
i sat and babysat my nephew today i made him laugh, and i thought about her with me in the room she was there with me tonight i made her laugh too
as i sit in this seat i keep slumping over i keep slumping over
i want her to come back and be with me but i think it's over although that feels like never