i pray with my eyes wide open and i hope that it still counts don't know who i'm speaking to just need some faith right now messed up a lot and wanna be better than my mistakes if there is a God won't you please show me the way how do i love myself and others and the air i breathe am i asking for too much do i deserve to be happy i'm drowning in these questions can any light be shed are you really out there or am i just talking in my head