Everytime I think i'm numb
I just feel more

The loss of words
Sensation
Feeling
Is being numb

The thoughts and voices seem to pressure me to do things
I have already imagined

Repetition is the most pressuring of them all
Constant reminders from voices i've never seen

Why do they have so much control over me
When we've never even sat down for a talk

What do they have against me
The needle still poking through
But the feeling is no longer lingering

These voices and thoughts keep reappearing right when i think it's over
They always make a comeback
I just really need them to stop

Or at least tell me why
They decided to reside in my mind

They don't pay rent because
These voices and thoughts are all of my creations
They are me  
I am them