whats wrong now
whats the deal
what is this panic
i'm starting to feel
where did it come from
when will it stop
can i avoid it
is it impossible to not
watching my breathing
and counting each step
the worst part is
i know its all in my head
feeling the build up
but can't get off this branch
soon it will snap
then i'll avalanche
the tiny issue grows
continues to snowball
then i roll off a cliff
and fall and just fall
falling till i hit
the bottom of hell
it's so exhausting
being myself