What if I want to stay this way?
What if I want to be sad?
What if I don't want to be happy?
What if I want scars?
What if I want more cuts?
What if I want to run away?
What if I want to fail?
What if I want to die?
What if I slit my wrists again?
What if the bathroom floor is covered in blood?
What if I use that old belt?
What if I want to go to the hospital?
What if I don't want this life anymore?
What if I don't want help?
What if I want to stay this way?