Tell yourself be much more Gain one thing lose another Trying to stay in tact Make it through to the end Struggling within to be present Doesn't feel right blocking it out Always feels off some how Having a hard time adjusting Being able to relate adapt Thankful for the job about the hustle Glad to be working full effort Feels dull bored lost its flavor Missing old friends we don't talk Can't seem to find mutual ground Always calling reaching out No returned calls or text messages