Why do I do this Why do I do this to myself I see you moving on it hurts I want you back in my arms again Even though you left me paralyzed You see me as a friend I see you as a life I'll never have I try make amends But you push them away Leaving me in pain I don't know why I try I just think I'd rather die if I can't have you by my side Lately I've been feeling all alone cause you left me broken Yea I still have my soul But it doesn't replace your love Why do this Why do I do this to myself
Inspiring by xxxtentacion revenge, might be better as a song