echos bounce off of the brown wooden walls in this room; i am stuck. a constant ringing - reminder of a time that once was. i survive through dates carved on bridges in front of waterfalls. you avoid eye contact - and i notice. we are swastikas and *** leaves drawn in permanent marker on the insides of desks. we are phone numbers scrawled on bathroom walls - do not call me for a good time. we are cigarette burns - on purpose.