There's nothing in my life

There are a few people I love
(most of whom abuse me)

There are a few who claim to care
(but don't really want to help)

There are dogs who love me unconditionally
(but I have this annoying desire for human contact)

I have a job I'm quite good at
(that's minimum wage and currently closed)

I'm working towards a degree in something I enjoy
(but in the end it'll have me selling my soul to capitalism)

And I can't get out of my head how incredibly subpar I must be to never once have had anyone even mildly romantically interested in me
(I shouldn't let it bother me... but **** it really does...)

I am living only because no one will let me die
(though it would be the most humane option from my point of view)