she's finally gone, and I'm happy for her. I felt like I was an abusive owner to a kitten feeding it nasty leftovers and barely attending to it when just over the fence was a loving home that would have gladly taken her in and provided the care she deserved. She's probably sad now, but it'll just be for a little while. sometimes the grass is greener, and I'm glad she'll be able to find that out, and find out that she can be loved, just not by the likes of me So long, it was something... <3