Were they even dreams? I felt the sand between my toes. I whispered my hellos, and carried your seed.
But you made my heart bleed. All I needed to do, was breathe. Everything for the baby. You came back with an apology and some daises. Baby you’re crazy.
It’s been your mood lately.
So I go on walks and feel you trail behind me.
Now you act so kindly.  
If I were to leave you, you would find me…..