wanna float away
from this house of pain
this body of shame
the duties of this name

wanna melt into a dream
far from this reality
be a different version of me
one who's actually happy

wanna soak in a pool of light
i bet it would feel so nice
an illuminated paradise
in love i am paralyzed

but my ankles are weighted
and i can't be sedated
in the dark barricaded
miserable alone and naked