hope you think about
me on occasion
close your eyes and hear my laugh
when you see the notification
know you think being close
is overrated
but you keep coming back
love the sensation
reaching out despite
intentions not clearly intimated
can't help if you feel
intimidated
i'm secure in my desires
while you're humiliated
i'm comfortable with my sentence
i relish in my condemnation
if you think i'm scared of a little judgment
you're awfully mistaken
i wanna give you time to choose
but i'm growing impatient
do you want this
cause its yours if you'd take it
but if you're not interested
don't let it go to waste then
release me and plow on
don't feel forced to fake it
you're free to be free of me
if you lack the dedication
hard to love a heart like mine
doesn't mean you have to break it
at least take my feelings
into consideration
i can manage any outcome
but first you gotta address your reservations
augment or exit
not lowering my expectations