it kills me
to see how far apart
we are
to know
the distance has grown

i dont wanna
let it under my skin
but i'm disappointed again
dwelling on the past
why we never last

and it's a lie
when i say i'm okay
i'm riddled with pain
the honest truth
is i'm not happy for you

you know better
and so do i
but we always deny
we know how it seems
but never really say what it means

we hurt each other
with who we've become
the unforgivable that we've done
the people we choose
what we promise but never intend to do

it's all in good fun
till i can't bear to see your face
or utter your name
because my heart aches with concern
seeing your arm around her

cause it's all wrong
and all out of place
strangers can't do it the same
i miss you so much it kills me
maybe you'll come around but we'll see