Life is a relatively unrelenting Beast: Ride it or be Eaten.
Experience, that is to say Life, is a series of implicit lessons which you have the power and freedom to accept or to ignore.
I recommend acceptance.
If you don't accept the lessons as learning experiences, surely you will eventually have to come to terms with them. Perhaps in this body, but perhaps not. Perhaps soon, perhaps now, perhaps in a few years, perhaps in the past. Perhaps in a dream, or perhaps in a posthumous DMT trip (Wouldn't it **** to create for yourself a bad one?!)
There certainly seems to be a cycle to which we remain bound until we learn how to wake up to what we are