“i’m sorry
please don’t think it’s your fault. life will go on and you will heal from all these wounds. remember you deserve happiness and nothing but it. remind yourself as much as i did, you’re worth it. every second. every minute. everything. i’m sorry i can’t talk about it. i’m sorry i’m not helpful. i’m sorry i’m not as strong as you. i’m sorry. i wish i could fix this. i wish i wasn’t the problem. i wish i could tell you everything. i wish it didn’t have to be this way. i love you. stay safe and stay strong, i believe in you.”

don’t leave. stay.

i’m still here.