Within deception, we seem to make decisions that cost us our purpose Deception telling us that we are not loved Puts us in a cycle where we end up hurting the people that actually love us Even though to you it seems unnecessary for me to do All I want to say is : To you it may concern, I’m sorry
As time goes past and reaches 15:55 My fears and my mistakes haunt me Not hearing the word love from my mom put the fear That I might just lose the people that I care about without hearing how they felt about me
Fear ended up bringing deception into my life Drawing conclusions that no one loves me While hurting those that actually did And I seem to have made that same mistake with you and I’m sorry
If I knew opening my heart would cause all of this confusion I would have just done what I seem to do best and just keep it to myself Yet what’s the use of me doing so If it only gets me one day earlier to my grave and not be honest with myself?
You challenging me brought the best out of me As I look back, the only difference between my past and my present Is that I have you on my team And I’m not willing to go into the future without you No matter what role you will play
I miss my friend I miss the days you would complain about me trying to get you fat I miss the days you would talk about what you ate and then trying to get me hungry I miss the days where I had just a normal conversation with you All I’m just saying is I miss you
Being open has never been my thing But if there’s a perfect time to be open, it’s now Even though to you it seems unnecessary for me to do All I want to say is that I’m sorry Sorry for letting my fear get over me