I’m not dying but it feels like I am. Left traveling the world alone for work, **** I can’t go back to my life, my friends or family. Although I am holding up well financially. Still have a job due to resupply America. Restocking food on supermarket shelves. Not going home I feel emptiness in myself. I was born and raised in New Jersey, it’s home. The state it’s in My Family I worry, it’s home. Until the disaster ends I have no choice but to continue to roam. I feel it in my spirit, in my soul, so lonely and cold. I continue to hold my head up praying for hope. Still suffering continues around the globe. So as I continue to write My Will. I just wanted express my moments on how I feel. Shedding a tear as my feelings are revealed. Trying to be strong but the pain still kills Because I’m missing everyone still.