I so wish to not be. To not be anymore Tired of being lonely Can't take it anymore Tired of the rejections Won't ever be desired I'm tired of this life And wish it be retired I am nobody's type I am no one's ******* Though I just keep trying I'm running out of steam I wish this life would end To spare me all this pain No matter how I try It all seems just in vain So I wish to not be And not be anymore