i wonder if you knew how old i was
i wonder if i told you now if you would even
C A R E
just because i was too small to decide on my own
you a third person let my mother decided this
F O R
me. a child a small girl with zero understanding
of what you were doing to me
i wonder if you know that i lost my virginity to you
a man i don't even know the name of
and in losing that i lost the little bit of
C H I L D H O O D
that i had left
because little do you know four years
was as long as i had
L I V E D