I say everything with me is fine,
But I’ve been falling apart for a while now.
The old familiar sting,
And all the feelings disappear.
I keep myself closed off,
As if I’m a million miles away.

Tell me something please,
Are you happy in this decision of yours?
With everything said and done,
Where did your love go?
You’re someone else,
But it’s me who knows it’s something else you’re searching for!

You say ‘I love you’
Really wish that it was true.
I wanted to believe you this time!
Even though I tried,
I had to let hope go again.
You do this to me every time!

And every time I give in to you I hurt myself,
It’s as if i want to see if I still feel.
Then I focus on the pain,
To not go under again.

Are you glad you didn’t listen yet again, when the world was trying to warn you?!