He couldn’t take his eyes off of his living room’s mirror. His own reflection was staring back at him.
Mesmerized by his self’s own image-re-presentation as he was. Wanting to see himself through an-other’s perspective. Desiring to be seen as somebody else. He went on to become one with the famous imago.
In an endless arms race, an endless metonymy, drifting as it is called, He tried to achieve the unachievable. He tried to attempt the impossible. He wanted to do the non-doable.
Always, from a young age, feeling inadequate and insecure. Because he deemed himself incapable of stretching his own existence, To make it fit with the family’s ideals.
So he spent the rest of his life trying to be recognized as something. As something which he wasn’t at all? Yes. (How tragic. How sad.) That left him with nothing but rage, hopelessness and despair. A bipolar marionette of somebody Else’s deadly painful pleasure.
Powerless as he was, he went on living while construing ******* solutions. So that he could just "get by". A coward hiding behind somebody Else’s wants. And then one day having said to everybody, everything that made him upset, he left this place. He never came back.