Another book for bedtime and that's fine and dandy books come in handy.
In gothic script I ripped through those pages with stories that told of soothsayers and sages and went to sleep with blood on my lips torn from my trips through the history so real it had to be true.
Do you know how it feels when the hurt never heals but bleeds out every day in the same bleedin' way and the scar's never far from the tongue in your mouth when you want to shout..'******' but your upbringing demands that you sit on your hands and do nothing at all and you look through the wars through the bolted, barred doors that you've gone into quite willingly when the satchel you had on your back was filled with a stack of blank pages to write on and you wrote what you saw but that wasn't a lot so you penned in some fiction but the friction of lies that struck fire in your eyes burnt it all.
Do you know what it's like when the clock starts to strike and you wonder if you'll be around for the next round of hours that burst forth like flowers ablaze in the sun. Was it fun can you remember when we shivered in the condemned house in December and January and November and all those other times when we listened to the chimes and the clock was just that was time really so flat then did we care about if and when and the what will we do when the Summer falls through the Winter's embrace could we and did we face things together through the bitter cold weather and the nights when we cried wishing that we had both died and had gone to some better place?
To stand up and face what the face never tells and to hell with convention A mention to my Mum who never closed me out. A mention to my Dad who knew nothing about anything but knew everything he needed to know and here's to happy families and the crowing of rooks and to beggars and crooks to those outcast by design or by the looks of the honest and pious who trip by us with never a thought that we could be them dead men and donkey tales dead men trapped in the sails of those ghost ships and my lips are ripped once more by the stories read of horror and gore. Another book at bedtime and the dreams that follow are fine for the dreamers who are few and far but between the morning and the dusk where the musk of ladies tickles my nose I know I'll read some more.