.....Pain?...
Yes....pain..
I don't seem to understand what you feel like anymore
Have dined with pain,made pain my companion that it's wrath doesn't break me anymore
Funny how i find pain more accommodating than happiness itself.....

.......But then I met You..
And I got to laugh everyday
Not because I was building a wall round my brokenness
But because pain became distant from me

And now
I laugh so loud because I have reconciled with pain....
I guess in the end
Pain proved itself more worthy and trustworthy than YOUR existence.