I hate that In the departure of My sorrow My last words are Thank you That my end Is in sorrow And that sorrow Is what brings my thank you Why? Why can't it be happiness Why can't I smile while Saying thank you Without the tears of pain Why can't I remove the layers That have been painted over me Layer over layer Settling and drying Sitting Layering again Obstructing my inner depths My empty open untainted Curiosity Appreciation ...