days are passing and you're disappearing slowly I laugh at the times where I thought i could never let you go so much heartbreak sometimes you think you can never move on but the reality is that you do and you will. Love is not nice to everyone and sometimes it grips you deep inside before completely ripping you open and tearing up all your confidence and leaving you fragile and naive. I used to wish you could give me the things I needed I really wished, id pray that one day I wouldn't need those things I was only human. I wanted to be loved the way i wished as a girl and I was becoming a woman settling each time, till i couldn't and it killed me but it was time it was time to say goodbye
this is a terrible poem, it doesnt match, and it doesnt rhyme but its my brain fumbling in pure ugliness and emotion spilling out everything i feel and not editing it once. This is raw emotion