I lay here open Open to possibilities and opportunities that present themselves for me with you But i Can't seem to break through this wall I have put up A wall made jus for me to protect and keep me from harmful situations Many contemplations about how am I gonna get through this again So I kept building and building on my personal wall Yeah see I built this wall with pain over and over and over A lil dab of betrayal A pinch of some scorn Oh and shovel full of layers of scar tissue covered with stitches for recovery Yeah I built this wall meticulously I would sometimes feel like I'm a guest Sometimes like an outsider in my own skin Moving along like a night rider Nobody seeing me or believing me So I carry some heavy footgear Holding them in my rear stow away I use it to move along through life without any scars, or that's what I try to do This footgear feels great because I can stomp, jump, and even do cartwheels over all my enemies Ancient conviction Shindy misleadings all leading up to my success Leaving me blessed Riding along this pack train saying hello mufasa and simba Oh and rifiki is there What's up.... See I admire their strength and agility I even know who continues to keep me A higher power and His name is Jesus Love Him to pieces But someone came outta nowhere Out From left field Try to catch the Foul ball Jumping over bases and even some left field men Trying to Break through my wall Shining some light on my night rider journey Complicated feelings taking many meanings My head is spinning Fear rising...leaving me paralyzed even though I still feel your touch when I'm away from you I'm scared...even some what terrified that I lie here and all I can think of is you Wondering if my brain waves can send out a signal over to you so that you know how I feel See night riders they don't open up Staying closed Sign on the door... No more customers...the day is over See We ride in the dark Trying to keep feelings secret A loner when it comes to sharing emotions Commotion on the inside but calm on the outside But maybe you can be my knight in shinning amour breaking down my walls Chipping and chipping away through all the dust and the rumble I may even stumble over you but at least I'll be in your arms Feeling safe through your touch that even peels away some of the hurt So right now I may be a night rider but I'm moving towards the horizon that is the beginning of some light