I’m all I got left
Remember how I needed you
And you left
I can’t forget that sight of you
But In spite of you
I was left with me
And in part I blamed me
That pain stained me
In a way it maimed me
Crazy part is I couldn’t blame you
So now I’m here to thank you
You made me dig deep
And find me
Because when I dived deep in the ocean that was us
I drowned
Drowned trying to push you to the surface
A surface I’d never see
Due to bubbles of futility
The same bubbles of resiliency
It’s fair to say that part of me died
And no matter how hard we cried
He ain’t coming back
As a matter of fact
I wish you never lied , I tried , I died