When I was with you Everything was confused I can never recall The during, just the fall When everything shattered And suddenly nothing mattered I didn't think it possible For it to go so Holocaustal It was only after dust settled And you were long gone in revel When I was no longer smothered That I finally discovered That you were toxic not I And all you words a lie And even though you're gone My heart still seizes at your song And wonder if there's a place I belong When I carry the scars of your wrongs