tomorrow i will be magically sick. sister, enough of you have made it clear that you don't want to stay with us because it's hard to deal with hurt people i ******* get it. but if i have to deal with hurt people for the rest of my ******* life because you got to leave and left me here to deal with it all then you can at least bear it for one ******* week. you will not be seeing me enjoy your avoidance of reality enjoy new life while the old ones die i guess you're going to invest in aubree's baby i guess me and dad are too far gone i guess you've given up on us i'll give up on you first just give me a minute or two
i don't know why i'm crying. i guess i'm angry. i'm ******* ******.