Calling my mom and telling her the news Got a little problem, wish I could feel the blues I feel numb She thinks I'm dumb She doesn’t want to talk I want to know what my friends think of me Maybe not The bus drives off the sidewalk onto the road How dare it, when it isn’t your turn You have to act ok so they don’t find out But it turns out they know Anyways Despite my acts of being alone I never feel at home But that’s ok I don’t need somewhere comforting I felt cool when I was little But I’m really cold hearted I’m in a deep hole and I’m trying to be ok That’s sad