i sit in my red-brown chair my favorite old leather chair the one with the big brass tacks and while looking out the window at the snowy mountain that rises from the ancient sandy seabed of the blue-green valley floor i come to the understanding that there are bottomless holes in my heart and soul that can only be filled by the golden-orange sunset clouds as they drift in complimentary contrast with the wide violet-blue skies
and as the heavenly color fades i feel a piece of me cry out fearful of the imminent blue-black night