I feel like At best I am a roller coaster. I fluctuate Like the relationship status Of my Aunt Meredith. Just kidding. I don’t have an aunt named Meredith. But the thing is, I’m happy, Then I’m sad, Then confused, Because I don’t know Why I am sad. I’m excited And disappointed And skeptical. I am altruistic And egotistical. Fluctuations: The story of my life.