Chaste Love,
Youthful but so careful with fear,
Of falling too far,
To only be stricken with tears.
A chaste love,
Far and far fetched,
Falling quickly for the ideal,
But never so quickly for the catch.
A boy I had always sought,
Never knowing I had sought one at all,
Until, like thunder, you came crashing,
Tearing, and annoyingly ripping,
At all these stone built walls.
A boy I had known,
A boy I had known to never be the end,
A boy, only if I’d known,
My heart would always give it’s best to defend.
A stupid boy.
Dumb in many sorts.
Who threw around accusations,
And judgement of many sorts.
A boy who struck fire,
To an often dead and frosted heart,
And at many time,
Tore it and ripped it quite apart.
Stupid boy, who came quite frankly,
Stumbling in my world,
Who danced on my patience,
And laughed when my anger curled.
Who understood my indifference,
When I did not,
Who looked at my inside,
When I could not.
What stupid boy.
That time can’t seem to forget.
What stupid boy,
That’s place no one can fit.
What stupid boy.
Whom abandoned the only heart who knew him best.
What stupid boy,
That brought a broken heart to it’s best.
What stupid nights,
That poison my once chilled heart,
What stupid feelings,
That tear and shred this world apart.
What stupid man,
As you moved on to bigger things,
What stupid man,
Loosing a love you’ve never seen.
What a stupid girl,
I’ve quickly become,
Surrendering to a heart that’s once again cold,
Instead of the heart,
That stupid boy ..taught you to become.
-K.B