At The Cafe I heard her say to the teary-eyed lady as they sliced their custard creams, " Move on and go find someone else" As if suggesting to take that knife and slice that face out of her brain and replace it with another. As if perhaps she should cut out her heart and separate it from the rest of her. I suppose the thoughtless lady was only trying to help. I suppose that's normal procedure in such circumstances. Like quickly go find a lollipop for god's sake. I felt like saying to the broken woman; wait a bit. No need to be in such a rush. This terrible ache, this fierce wrenching this oozing sore is love disguised. You'll come to it. You will. No substitute necessary. That someone else is waiting in the dim horizon, fresh faced and true with eyes that pierce through the mish mash of dough and syrup of wounds and ruins of love and war and sharp metal objects. That someone else is you, whole and undisguised. You can't rush that. You'll come to it You will.
The sorrow of loss, breakup, the slow journey through the shadow into acceptance. Finding oneself in the midst of despair without trying to find a new fix.