I've been wanting to do this for a long time, but I always lacked the courage. I'm sorry I wasn't brave enough to tell you in person. I was scared of what you might think. I regret not telling you sooner. I couldn't live like this anymore. I can't live without you. This has been coming for a long time now. I know how I feel. It's okay if you can't accept it. I love you. Forever.
some things which might be in a suicide note or a love letter they're not that far apart, really.