i carry 24 small letters addressed to you in my wallet
8 playlists about you always blasting through my ear buds,
a folder full of documents written for you in my notes app,
7 saved voicemails that always make me cry,
some pictures, a couple screenshotted conversations to look back at,
18 videos of me talking to the camera as if you're there,
and 59 poems.
All waiting here for you. all trying to tell you.