I have some regrets, I also see this life more clearly. The good things, that been in here hidden from me. The times that, in my past that I spend here by myself. I spend thinking, about my Spiritual Journey here. The good times, which at times were very good. The awful times ,which were really awful times. But each, of the times has been use to mold me. The bad times ,that I was protected from seeing. Could have really, change my life to really bad life. But now I realize, that each decision can have it effect But only if God, allow it to happen the way it usually does. But sometimes ,even after we open the door to the devil. God still says no, and not allow certain things to happen.