tw suicidal thoughts


I ate once today
I’m ruining opportunities
Self-deprecating
Being generally obnoxious
And I realized
That the more I think about it
The fewer actual reasons I have
To be alive
Because it hurts
And there’s nothing enjoyable about it
I’m alone
I’m invisible
I’m boring
And I just.... it’s one of those nights...
That makes me want to sleep
And never wake up