When she tries to convince herself that she's worth it Life comes along and whispers in her ear: "Darling can't you see, you're a broken girl with no direction." "Look at my other beings thrive in luxury and beauty, while you seep deeper into a puddle filled by your own despair." Every time she feels the frustration and disappointment that come to her at night, she remembers how "not special" she is and seeps deeper into her insecurities. ================================================= Then, she remembers all the things she has in her life and all the meaning she has given them. She's still a "work in progress".
Life will never grant you your wishes if you keep sitting around thinking about all the things you aren't instead of all the things you are.
Life will never be "fair" or "great" to you since all you do is sit around in your own despair and wish for a better life instead of working for one.