i'm breaking it down into pieces, these strange encounters when the clock strikes three
a wanderlust not of the foot, but this lie-fed mind elevating curiosity, of the safest spots hinting the edges of the unknown
am i the biggest fool? thinking that my dreams are too big to fit in this bottle, eyes fixed on me are my dreams too big for this small town?
know that you're home but i discovered wheels is it the call of my heart or a shout of escape?
do i accept, and let it be: the bar set low below my neck or should i step inside an outside place the city, and the lights, shrinking behind me.
i'm currently in a headspace where nothing really makes sense, and that everything i do or i choose is based off of survival and not for joy, or love, or growth. i pretend like i know what to do, but i am just a kid, growing up. this is so hard yet so beautiful. the unknown is a gift of time.